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I am a 25 year old fresh IT grad searching for a career in a highly competitive market. At the moment I spend most of my life in front of my laptop. The internet is my currency to the world while I have none to spare ($$$). Read my thoughts and opinion. My triumphs and my breakdowns. I do not seek to inspire or beg to be praised. Simply my honest takes and I am all there is. |
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Thursday, January 27, 2005
.::Wake me up when September ends::.
.::Wake me up when September ends::.
blasting the song on the comp speakers as i jott this entry.
in the dark study room.
yet i let the radio on in the living room
im home alone now. all alone.
time check 1030am.
thinkin of how to admit to the peepz tt i cant make it to today's outing.
coz im still in no state to go out. let alone eat out.
i feel so guilty.
we've planned this for so long. jz us. close frenz. having the time of our lives.
slacking on the beach. not having a care in the world.
but i had to be sick now...sorry guys...
too nervous, i guess. final common test. and im not confident abt it either.
rite nw i jz wana stay home and study.
why does iqbal wana meet me?
a thousand and one reasons out there.
but lil miss clueless hasnt got a clue.
when it comes to meeting up wif ppl ive nv met b4,
all of me says, "i duno................................."
so silly lorr...
i strongly wana say no coz...
nothing in common. no clue on personal backgrounds whatsoever.
and suddenly so eager to meet me.
what's going on?
haiz. im unaccustomed to such things.
i feel so insecure abt meeting up ppl out of impulse.
coz it is assured tt i'll jz blow the meeting up.
me and my ego...who noes what we can do.
n i dowan anyone to haf a wrong impression of me either.
maybe im jz scared.
hu is iqbal anyway...
shaytz...i think its time to start my day now.
i'll tk a shower and then fix meself brunch.
taaz...
in the dark study room.
yet i let the radio on in the living room
im home alone now. all alone.
time check 1030am.
thinkin of how to admit to the peepz tt i cant make it to today's outing.
coz im still in no state to go out. let alone eat out.
i feel so guilty.
we've planned this for so long. jz us. close frenz. having the time of our lives.
slacking on the beach. not having a care in the world.
but i had to be sick now...sorry guys...
too nervous, i guess. final common test. and im not confident abt it either.
rite nw i jz wana stay home and study.
why does iqbal wana meet me?
a thousand and one reasons out there.
but lil miss clueless hasnt got a clue.
when it comes to meeting up wif ppl ive nv met b4,
all of me says, "i duno................................."
so silly lorr...
i strongly wana say no coz...
nothing in common. no clue on personal backgrounds whatsoever.
and suddenly so eager to meet me.
what's going on?
haiz. im unaccustomed to such things.
i feel so insecure abt meeting up ppl out of impulse.
coz it is assured tt i'll jz blow the meeting up.
me and my ego...who noes what we can do.
n i dowan anyone to haf a wrong impression of me either.
maybe im jz scared.
hu is iqbal anyway...
shaytz...i think its time to start my day now.
i'll tk a shower and then fix meself brunch.
taaz...
posted at 10:29 AM